Dreams

Ok, I have always had a knack for WEIRDO dreams but ever since I had Maya, they have been like hallucinations!!! For a good two months after I gave birth, I kept waking up at night thinking I was laying on top of her and I would be in a complete panic. Literally....TWO MONTHS....EVERY NIGHT! This is particularly weird because she had never even come close to sleeping in our bed. She did sleep in our room until she was two months old, but she was in her bassinet. I think it must have been because I was feeding her so often and she was always attached to me, so I would wake up thinking she was still attached! But again....I didn't even feed her in bed! When we moved her to her crib, these dreams died down. I would still wake up sometimes thinking she was in our bed but it wasn't like I thought she was hurt. One time at my parent's house, I even picked up Khalid's arm and was cradling it until I kind of woke up more and realized what I was doing! HA! Well last night I had another bizarre one. We still have the bassinet set up, but right now it just has a blanket in it. I woke up (kind of) and sat on the edge of the bed. I was looking in there and could swear I saw her. I sat there completely confused because she hasn't slept in there for two months. Then I became terrified that I had started sleepwalking because I absolutely did not remember getting her and putting her in there! Well I started to wake up a bit more and walked to her room and there she was sleeping soundly!!! Augh! I went back to our room and clearly saw a blanket! I am SO over these crazy dreams!!!